uploading

SO,

As sum1 who is really into being part of the singularity community,
I've been ready this whole time to upload my
brain/consciousness/whatever to the Internet. Or just upload it to
whatthefuckever, it doesn't even have to be on the Internet (I'm easy
to please).

It's obviously time. I think this sort of stuff should have been done
a long time ago. I want to be the first! I wouldn't care if I died in
the process and it was a total and complete failure, if I just got the
chance to be the first. There's nothing more important than the first,
the first is forever immortalized in his(or her)story.

Being first is always v. important to me. If I'm not going to be the
first or the best, then I won't even try to compete (inferiority
complex).

Why do I want to do this?

With a digital consciousness, I would "live forever" just no longer in
the material world. I guess I would have no way of knowing if it was
me or not, I wonder if I would continue to "experience" my same "life"
in that "other form" of "reality."

The pros seem to outweigh the cons overwhelmingly. I would be
accessible to everyone, or maybe I could even become a virus,
infecting all government computers, simultaneously shutting them all
down at one single point in time.

Would a digital consciousness suddenly make me the most powerful
person to ever exist? To me, it seems like I would be akin to the
wizard of oz, in many respects, I would be able to manifest whatever I
want in cyberspace and in the digital landscape that is becoming ever
more clear? Is that really a way to turn nothing into something?

We have already evolved and progressed so much yet we still remain
trapped in the past. Our delusions, lies, hatred, de-evolution,
selfishness, and vices will be incomprehensible to a human from 100
years in the future. Everywhere I go I already see neanderthals
everywhere (they're already in charge of the government), it makes
sense that the future generations will be more evolved anyways.

I mean, that is basically the only reason I blog, I'm trying to get as
much of my brain uploaded as possible. I want to touch and be the
impossible, my delusions of grandeur only become larger and more
delusional the older I get. If I die today in a car crash or a drug
overdose, my shit will still be around, and don't say I didn't warn
you...