earliest memory

I was born April 18, 1984 at 4:41 a.m. at John Muir Medical Center in Walnut Creek California.

I do remember some details of that morning. It is my earliest memory. I've had to revisit it a lot over the years. I came to the conclusion that it's real.

The first thing I remember is darkness- all black. To be more specific, I felt darkness with more than one sense. The next thing I remember is feeling time. I assume at that moment I was born.

I was delivered by c section. To describe the experience- I felt a searing pain all over my entire body. After that, I started to feel light, and other sensations. After that, I was immediately circumcised, no wonder american guys are so fucked up- the first thing done to us right after birth was somebody removing part of our dick.

SO, the cat got let out of the bag. I was born, yalls! It happened, there's no going back now. I can never do anything to hurt myself, or hold myself back- that's not progressing through life.

My second earliest memory is from when I was in a highchair back when my parents lived at Creekside Drive. I remember a small clown that was affixed to the top of my highchair, my mom confirmed that memory as well as several descriptions I gave her of the apartment. I must have been less than a year old at that time, because I couldn't speak at the time.