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danceparty1997 (11:27:19 PM): love comes when you least expect it thats all I know, it comes when you aren't looking your best and when you can't handle it

danceparty1997 (11:30:09 PM): nobody believes I went. my parents did it to get me out of the house, when I was 17
danceparty1997 (11:30:35 PM): I'd stay up all night with him for days and days. I kept thinking, "kiss me! love me! you're all I ever wanted"
danceparty1997 (11:30:53 PM): omg it was so 17
danceparty1997 (11:31:10 PM): I look back on it now, and cringe
danceparty1997 (11:31:25 PM): I was totally NOT CUTE at all back then, I was skinny fat, and I had a gut

danceparty1997 (11:49:41 PM): it seems like when it comes you love, you're not that difficult to please if all you really want is passion and intimacy?
danceparty1997 (11:49:58 PM): do you think positively about finding love?
danceparty1997 (11:50:08 PM): or do you inwardly feel like it will never happen
danceparty1997 (11:50:13 PM): or its not for you
danceparty1997 (11:50:18 PM): I felt like that for a long time
danceparty1997 (11:50:26 PM): and I couldn't make love happen for myself

xxx (11:52:02 PM): didn't you say love finds you when you least expect it?
danceparty1997 (11:52:10 PM): it really does
danceparty1997 (11:52:39 PM): but on a certain level, you have to find it for yourself
danceparty1997 (11:52:57 PM): mmm, you have to expect that it will happen
danceparty1997 (11:53:03 PM): but you never know when it will
danceparty1997 (11:53:09 PM): and it usually comes when you least expect it

danceparty1997 (11:55:06 PM): she's been in a relationship for many years
danceparty1997 (11:55:23 PM): and she said it didn't happen until she knew she deserved love/it was going to happen
danceparty1997 (11:55:36 PM): we talk about love a lot
danceparty1997 (11:55:46 PM): bc other people always ask us what we do
danceparty1997 (11:55:50 PM): what was our secret
danceparty1997 (11:56:07 PM): but she had to go through hella guys to get to the one she got
danceparty1997 (11:56:39 PM): only the best guy in the world is good enough for you
danceparty1997 (11:56:42 PM): thats my motto
danceparty1997 (11:57:07 PM): if it's not the best guy in the world, he's probably not worth yr time
danceparty1997 (11:57:10 PM): truth
danceparty1997 (11:57:53 PM): i feel like a lot of queer people deep down inside feel like we don't deserve love
danceparty1997 (11:57:55 PM): or to be happy
danceparty1997 (11:57:58 PM): because of a lot of things
danceparty1997 (11:58:09 PM): and fighting against that it really hard
danceparty1997 (11:58:19 PM): I've always felt like that
danceparty1997 (11:58:26 PM): Im not saying it's true
danceparty1997 (11:58:31 PM): it's my perception
danceparty1997 (11:59:13 PM): sometimes I think about writing a book about gay spirituality
danceparty1997 (11:59:23 PM): because there aren't many books about that
danceparty1997 (11:59:38 PM): I read Love Between Men a while ago
danceparty1997 (11:59:44 PM): it's amazing, you should read it
danceparty1997 (11:59:57 PM): I gave my copy to a friend, I'll try to get it back for you

danceparty1997 (12:12:35 AM): I HATE existentialism
danceparty1997 (12:12:40 AM): it's such a bad idea
danceparty1997 (12:13:19 AM): oh wait
danceparty1997 (12:13:30 AM): I thought that meant that there was no point in living
danceparty1997 (12:13:40 AM): I don't know what the word means
danceparty1997 (12:13:48 AM): I don't like sad things

danceparty1997 (12:16:57 AM): I think it can be proven
danceparty1997 (12:17:10 AM): I think anything alive is divine
danceparty1997 (12:17:23 AM): like, i think what we think is god is in everything
danceparty1997 (12:17:34 AM): and since we're divine, we matter and are relevant
danceparty1997 (12:17:42 AM): and hence, everything we do matters
danceparty1997 (12:17:45 AM): cause it's real
danceparty1997 (12:18:01 AM): but I didn't think that until i learned about quantum physics
danceparty1997 (12:18:21 AM): before I thought entropy was the order to the universe
danceparty1997 (12:18:32 AM): I guess I thought randomness = order?
danceparty1997 (12:20:42 AM): I think I'm going to copy and paste some of this shit into my blog
danceparty1997 (12:20:45 AM): LOL