*jus chillin*

In other news, I'm doing way better after my first breakdown 4 months ago. I'm grateful for so much I've already had in my short life. I'm totally not at all jaded, I always will dream big and have infinite delusions of grandeur. I need time to heal. I quickly found out (the hard way) that I can't rush it. I blame it on being an Aries. I know my life won't always be like this, I just have to keep reminding myself that. This is only a phase.

I wish I had this breakdown at 18. I chose to put it off, and now I'm dealing with the consequences of creating many problems for myself. Why didn't I just do this when I was 18- the question of the year for me. I just want to be my old self again. Negativity is totally not my natural state, I'm Darrin Goodness.