my past love life

The first guy- came on hot and heavy, and then got over me really fast. Taught me that guys never mean what they say. Never had sex. Btw- was this relationship played out thru the internet?

The second guy- The only situation where I was a lot more in love than the other person, I even said I love you after just a matter of days... and meant it. Had sex at 19 with this guy, and was super attracted to him. Definately taught me to hold back a lot more, and the value of being mysterious. From 2 different classes, so it could never last.

The third guy- Lasted longer, and I think I said I love you after about 2 months. Ended after about 3 years and 6-8 months. Wealthy upper class, and came from a religious background. In short, he'll never know suffering or loss to the degree that I have experienced it. From 2 different classes, so it could never last. I'll always love him.

The 4th guy- Lasted about a year, although I couldn't cross too many boundaries with him due to past promiscuity and stds. Cute and sweet guy, I miss him sometimes. Perhaps the only person with a ghettoer past than me, so it couldn't last.

Overall- be grateful for having love, because it's so transitory.