As someone who is very interested in LIVING 4EVER, I've been trying my whole life to find ways to do this. I'm not going to speak on the biological aspects of apoptosis, I think I've done that enough already.
I mean, I've always loved vampires not only because I love the taste
and sight of blood, but I like them most because they get to live
forever and stay young. Who wouldn't want that kind of power question
mark? I think vampires are real, I've felt like that my whole life. I
mean, drinking blood very well could be the fountain of youth we've
been looking for all this time.
But I really should speak on fame as immortality. As soon as a high
enough level of fame is achieved, immortality sets in. One becomes a
living legend, immortalized __________________. There's so many
different ways to be immortalized through being famous. In addition,
the power that comes with the immortality of fame is what really gets
my juices flowing.
2/10/08
lyfe extensyon
1/24/08
characters or alphabet?
I've decided that alphabetical languages are more efficient than those that use characters. Since they are more efficient, they are superior and relevant (in my opinion). Damn that sounds racist, it's not meant to be. An alphabetical language is more variable. Characters have a huge limit on them- both functionally, as well in the memory (and usage) in the minds of said language speakers; it limits self expression to those who know the most characters. I appreciate that even though it's close to impossible to learn, people can express themselves with facility in English after learning the alphabet. Once one learns the actual system itself, all of a sudden one can apply to to any word in order to derive meaning. So be happy! Our language is infinitely variable, and we can even make up our own neologisms and people (usually) will understand our meaning. I love things that are infinitely variable.
Then again, opinions are like assholes, everybody seems to have one.
1/22/08
Stem Cells
I know someone who is being bioaugmented tomorrow. It's a fun and exciting time to be alive. I'm jealous, I wish I were bioaugemnted. I'd write about it, and there hasn't really been a book from this point of view. I need stem cells to make me live forever.
It says something when the medical industry in the United States is SO bad, that people have to travel to other countries to receive treatments. That's why I plan on emigrating. I just have to have something in demand. Is Dr. Goodness my future?
1/15/08
biology
When I turned 18, I was faced with a life changing decision: what should I study? I've always been able to envision infinite possibilities- initially, I felt like biology (the study of life) was the most important possible area of study. I'd always felt as though it was the most important because it applied to, well, everything. What's more important than figuring out life? I'm not saying it's hard, because it's not, however, I often wondered why I didn't choose something easy such as design, business, or acting. I have wrestled so much with becoming a hair dresser, but I know in the end I'm too good for that, I'd be doing not only myself but everybody else a disservice by not applying myself in an integral area. Growing up, I had a white trash childhood, so my views on professionalism are rather skewed. I know I won't end up like my parents, it's a good feeling. I'm in control of my fate; my free will choices decide my eventual fate. I expect a lot out of myself, and shame on me for trying to take the "easy road" because, in the end, the easy road was harder anyways and I wasn't happy with myself and my choices.
For years I had a deep existential crisis. I tried to follow a path I felt I should take, as opposed to the journey I felt deep inside and needed to be happy- I wasn't being true to myself. For a long time I tired to be a nurse, because it was what I felt like I had to do. I always said I only wanted to do it for the money so I could earn between $100,000 - $200,000 per year- I understand now that money will come if I become the best at doing what I love, studying life. I have a feeling that surgical nurses are about to be replaced by robots (who would do a better job) and I always felt like my job would be threatened by technology. Unlike other scientists, I have the pizazz to become popular, which makes me feel like I would be able to become famous in the scientific community if I apply myself.
I've studied life on earth so long, it no longer inspires me. I find almost nothing interesting about life on earth, in addition, I find other humans to be uninspiring and inferior. I've always longed for something more. I don't think "impossible" is real. I always knew deep inside that since I am good, I deserve power. I want power, and as a queer minority, I NEED power. When it comes down to it, having power over life is one of the most powerful, and it's what I'm going to achieve. Life on earth doesn't inspire me, I feel as though I've seen it all before. Perhaps the only thing that interests me is what will be left behind due to humans beings' terrible destruction to the earth's biodiversity. You know what? I don't care! The earth is not what I want, I'm probably an alien. P.s. I learned in microbiology that life colonizes from planet to planet via single celled organisms; although I no longer find inspiration in life on earth, I will always be inspired by cycles of life. I have to prove the existence of life elsewhere in the universe by measuring it!
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Anyways, I just learned this new information:
"Cloned animals are safe to eat according to the FDA, and the food industry doesn't have to report whether the meat is cloned or not."
I actually am all about genetically modified foods.
1/10/08
love
