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1/5/08

blast from the past

http://community.livejournal.com/hot_pants_crew/profile

I made this a while ago, there's a pic of me in hotpants!

Wow, this really takes me back. I'm so glad I don't live in the mission anymore.

12/30/07

livejournal

I deleted my livejournal.
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cloning [26 Dec 2007|01:14am]
Right now, I'm watching an episode of Xena in which Xena and Gabrielle get cloned from a 2,000 year old strand of hair, and are thrown headfirst into a crazy modern world.

Today I watched the animated Aeon Flux in which Trevor Goodchild clones Aeon and it all goes bad.

The live action movie was about it too.

I think cloning is a cool think to make movies/shows about. It opens up a lot of venues...
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genetics [16 Dec 2007|01:30pm]
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/6978384.stm#graphic

Only geneticists should have a say in this.
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survey [15 Dec 2007|03:30pm]
What Can You Do?

things most people could do.
[×] I can ride a bike.
[×] I can tie my shoes.
[×] I can swim.
[×] I can count to ten in a different language.
[x] I can cross my eyes.
[×] I can sit "indian style".
[x] I can swallow with my mouth open.
[×] I can gargle.
[×] I can floss properly.
[×] I can write in cursive.
[x] I can successfully shuffle a deck of cards.
[×] I can play hopscotch right.
[ ] I can walk in heels.
Total: 13

things some people could do.
[x] I can snap my fingers.
[ ] I can shoot a basketball into the basket from five feet away.
[x] I can properly write a sonnet.
[×] I can easily find the square root of numbers.
[×] I can say at least ten sentences in another language.
[ ] I can skateboard.
[ ] I can keep up a hula hoop for at least a minute.
[x] I can play poker.
[x] I can do at least five pull-ups.
[ ] I can keep a straight face while lying.
[ ] I can type in 1337.
[ ] I can make a webpage with basic html.
[×] I can cook eggs without burning them.
[×] I can not study for a test and still pass it.
[ ] I can somewhat play a musical instrument(s).
[x] I can make a "butterfly knot" with my shoelaces.
[×] I can easily interpret certain vocabulary words i don't know after seeing them in text.
[ ] I can draw anime/manga characters.
[x] I can drive.
[x] I can disco.
Total: 11

things not a lot of people could do.
[ ] I can juggle more than two objects. (only scarves, mind you... 4 at once)
[ ] I can make a webpage with ftp, css or another programming language.
[ ] I can program a computer game.
[x] I can tie a knot in cherry stem with my tongue.
[x] I can speak another language fluently.
[ ] I can play ten or more different card games.
[x] I can parallel park.
[ ] I can play a musical instrument well.
[×] I can keep myself completely focused in class.
[x] I can easily find the cube root of numbers.
[ ] I can draw a portrait of someone and have it look realistic.
[ ] I can speak/write some of another language that uses a different alphabet.
[ ] I can play lacrosse.
[×] I can cook an entire meal without directions or help.
[ ] I can easily memorize what my teacher is saying and don't need to take notes.
[x] I can hack into someone else's account without previously knowing their password.
[x] I can easily logon to a proxy server and bypass my school's parental controls.
[ ] I can successfully run a one-man band.
[ ] I can easily figure out tough math problems without a calculator.
Total: 8





65 Random Questions

1- How short was the shortest haircut you ever had?: buzzcut
2- Is there any jewelry you wear 24/7? n
3- What is your hair naturally like?: brown and wavy
4- Is your hair thick, thin, or in the middle?: I just took this hair out of the package!!!
5- Is your face dry, oily, or in the middle?: combination- my T zone is oily, the rest is dry
6- Do you think anyone who lives on your street is attractive? y
7- When was your last science fair?: years
8- Isn't it annoying when surveys ask about iPods and you don't have one?: I have 1
9- Do you have any plants in your room? palm
10- What is/was your favorite cafeteria food or snack?: pizza with bbq sauce + ranch
11- Are you currently signed on to AIM, MSN, Yahoo Messenger, or ICQ?: n
12- Do you have your own website (not including xanga, MySpace, etc.)?: geocities.com/teenslutxxx
13- Best song you've heard in the past 24 hours?: simian mobile disco
14- Longest survey you ever took?: 100 questions?
15- Do you like long surveys (100+ questions), medium surveys (50+ questions), or short surveys (30 questions or less)?: long
16- If you could have ANY hairstyle right now, what would you have?: sexy hair
17- Would your mom let you get a mohawk?: y
18- Did you ever have a hickey? ?
19- Do you still own anything an ex gave you?: y
20- Favorite clothing brands?: Diesel, Energie
21- What store do you shop at the most?: H&M
22- Do you or your parents have a credit card?: y
23- Have you ever been pressured into stealing something? y
24- What color did you last dye your hair?: highlights
25- How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?: 5 mins
26- Do you save all your change somewhere?: y
27- Would you ever shave your head for a million dollars?: y
28- Did your school picture come out good this year?: y
29- Are you doing anything for the holidays? n
30- Which would you rather have; being with the person you currently like/love and being completely broke, or vice-versa?: single & rich
31- Have you ever stolen money from a friend or family member?: y
32- Who did you use to be best friends with in middle school, but have changed since high school started?: don't remember
33- Is there anyone you're jealous of?: Kyle, J Blu, Dee Dee, D-Na$$ty, Pyle
34- Who, in your opinion, has the coolest dress style at your school/work?: don't care
35- Do you know anyone over the age of 25 that still lives with their parents?: y
36- When do you plan on moving out?: 18
37- When did you get your first job and what was it?: WC Public Library
38- Can you solve this equation? 7y + 2 = 16.: y = 2.
39- Last time you washed the sheets on your bed?: week
40- What hoodie of yours is your favorite?: red, black
41- Ever been ripped off on eBay?: 2 times
42- Have you ever had a garage sale?: y
43- Isn't it annoying when people refuse to shop at a certain store because it's "cheap", especially when that store is some place like Wal*mart that actually sells quality things but just at a cheap price?: walmart=evil
44- Which do you like better, KMart or Wal*Mart?: they both suck
45- Do you go on any forums daily? Which ones?: y too many to list
46- Who has been the greatest influence on you in the past 2 years?: D-Na$$ty
47- Do you still talk to that person, if you did at all?: n
48- Who's the cutest guy at school?: Eric
49- Did you ever have a crush on someone more than 4 years older than you?: y
50- Last person you kissed?: W3$T
51- Would you ever dye your hair fire engine red?: y
52- Punk rock? Yes or no?: n
53- Favorite kind of cookie?: chocolate
54- Do you make homemade cookies around Christmas time?: n
55- Have you ever stringed popcorn and put it on a tree?: n
56- Are you or any of your friends an Atheist?: y
57- Are you or any of your friends a Buddhist?: y
58- Who do you sit with at lunch?: myself
59- Do you secretly think one of your friends is a total bitch?: D-Na$$ty
60- Did you ever have parental controls on your computer?: n
61- Do you remember when Strawberry Shortcake, My Little Pony, Carebears, etc. were actually GOOD before they started selling it all again in 2006?: y
62- What year did you "graduate" middle school?: 1998
63- What year did you "graduate" elementary school?: 1995
64- Have you ever held a live snake?: y
65- Did a pet of yours ever run away?: n
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just chillin [15 Dec 2007|04:05am]
[ mood | inspired ]

Tonight I hung out with Dee Dee and Freaky Daddy Dave. Dee Dee is really inspiring. I love to watch her work her magic. She's so funny, she had me laughing hard all night. She's my favorite reality tv star, and her glowing ensemble was so anti-fashion. I even got to model for her all night at Anon Salon. Freaky Daddy Dave was acting crazy all night, I think he was hitting on D-Na$$ty? D-Na$$ty didn't know what to think about FDD- she doesn't know what to do with freaky daddies. I gave Dee Dee a sex worker bulletin board and a necklace shaped like a dick. I hope she likes it!
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my life [07 Dec 2007|11:14pm]
Today I went to Borders and read about space exploration, as well as the latest scientific breakthoughs. Gotta have one up on everybody! jk. It makes me feel good when I read about things like that. It makes me feel like life isn't meaningless, and there's always something more to want and to achieve.

I've been reading about competition vs. creativity lately, and how competition inhibits creativity, and competition is negative etc etc. I need to keep reading about it.

I watched Man Vs. Wild and I saw him do hella crazy shit like get inside of a dead camel. Bear Grylls is the man 4 me.

Alright, because of the fact that I have a genius level IQ, I'm left to assume that everything I write is the work of a genius. So, with that in mind, I got really upset today when West burned several pages of my writing. I know in the end he is jealous of me and my abilities. I was in a creative mood before. Now I'm not in one.

So, I'm not writing on paper. It's inefficient? Here's my plan for my short story

Composite of xxx, Tuesday- the tenderloin hustler, Sean Cassid, etc

may 05-may 07

Fist half- chronological
Second Half- end to the middle
the middle= climax, at the end of the story

heroin, gayness, party time, art school, tenderloin, pigeons, oz, happiness, rollercoaster, love, dreams, magick
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http://www.singularity.com/themovie/index.html [02 Dec 2007|04:54pm]
"At the onset of the twenty-first century, humanity stands on the verge of the most transforming and thrilling period in its history. It will be an era in which the very nature of what it means to be human will be both enriched and challenged as our species breaks the shackles of its genetic legacy and achieves inconceivable heights of intelligence, material progress, and longevity. While the social and philosophical ramifications of these changes will be profound, and the threats they pose considerable, celebrated futurist Ray Kurzweil presents a view of the coming age that is both a dramatic culmination of centuries of technological ingenuity and a genuinely inspiring vision of our ultimate destiny."
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Ariel's show [01 Dec 2007|05:40pm]
I went to Ariel's senior show a few nights ago at CCA! It was cool. I went with Levi, who was probably one of the hotter ppl in the place. I liked Ariel's show, I think objectifying men is cool and sexy! I'm cooking right now. I'm improvising 2 dishes, I hope they taste good!
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:D [08 Nov 2007|02:28pm]
The last time I updated this was 77 weeks ago! Now is the time, this is the hour, ours is the magick, ours is the power.


I have to go to my old house and return keys. This bitch has got shit ta do!

newayz,

Why am I still not famous? I guess I have to keep trying.
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[17 May 2006|01:19pm]
I'm doing really well in all of my classes except one. I took a test today and only missed 4 questions! I hope I do well this semester.
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forever young [11 May 2006|11:46am]
those cheekbones look as good as ever!


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looking good [11 May 2006|09:50am]
So, I've been working out and eating better and it's totally paying off. The funniest part of it to me is that I've only been active for 20 MINUTES a day, yet now I look like a pussycat doll. I'm so excited for this summer. I'm going to be workin it, being fierce, and turning down everyone who wants to fuck me. But then again, that's every day for me. *sigh* life is so hard.
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[05 May 2006|05:48pm]
so I was hanging out with my friend Patty, and today I was really surprized to find out just hjow hard her life really was. In the end, all I can say is that she grew up in a much different siutation than my own, and has already had to deal with much more that I think I ever could.

I love how positive and sassy she can be with already having to deal with so much. It's amazing to see how much people can thrive dispite any circumstance.
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[05 May 2006|05:46pm]
I shaved my head yesterday. I keep thinking that maybe if I keep buzzing it, that my hair will somehow grow back healthy and thick like I was 17. no luck. getting old freaks me out. every day is just one day closer to death.

on a lighter note, I really think I'm getting my life in order. I've had more than enough time to fuck around, it's time for me to be an adult.
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what I figured out about life so far [15 Dec 2005|01:38pm]
Life is only a distraction from the inevitable ending of death. None of us mean anything independently, we are really all just part of an interlocking puzzle.

Realistically, when we die we most likely experience out own universe forever and go on the trip of a lifetime. Our brain releases DMT, the hormone it secretes when we are first born and right as we die. Be happy, we will be together in the end :) Everything is a separate universe- planets, time, conciousness, enviroments.

Everything is cyclical, and the invierse may have collapsed and restarted itself an infinite number of times. There may be an infinite number of universes.

The world is different for everyone. Nobody can really say whats beetter for anyone else because we can never really know. We can never really know anyone else, because we can never see the world through anyone's eyes but our own.

No matter what, in order to survive in modern society we have to rely on objects for survival. Wanting money is not bad, but wanting nothing is better. Everyone has to work in some way, and bad will always be coupled with good.

In life, it's easier to bring positive energy into the world than negative- it takes less, time, energy, and emotion. I don't wish anything bad on anyone.
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[14 Dec 2005|10:09am]
FIRST NAME: Darrin

WHAT IS THE MOST PHYSICAL PAIN YOU HAVE EVER BEEN IN?
lipo? it wasnt that bad

DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE GUM WITH YOU?
I try to. orbit white, it's good 4 your teeth

WHAT KIND OF MOUTHWASH DO YOU PREFER?
anything that stings a lot

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE A GOOD KISSER?
sometimes

WOULD YOU SEVER YOUR OWN PINKY FINGER WITH A KNIFE FOR 10 MILLION DOLLARS?
I'd do it for so much less than 10 million

DO YOU THINK MIDGETS ARE CREEPY?
yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN A HIGHER BEING?
?

IF YOU ARE A SMOKER, WHAT IS YOUR BRAND?
I smoke to get high not to die

WHAT IS YOUR DRUG OF CHOICE?
I like them all, sorry mom :)

WHAT KIND OF SUNGLASSES DO YOU WEAR?
chanel or ray ban

DOES YOUR LOCAL WATER TASTE GOOD?
yes I drink it every day

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?
last friday

IF YOU HIT A 50 MILLION LOTTO, WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU WOULD BUY?
a house

IF YOU COULD LIVE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
the bahamas

YOUR CREDIT CARD NUMBER?
only one, but I vut it up a year ago. I still owe them money

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A FLAT TIRE?
not yet

DO YOU LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH?
as a person?

ARE YOU HUNGRY RIGHT NOW?
no, for once in my life

WHAT IS/WAS YOUR FAVORITE SCHOOL LUNCH
not sloppy joes

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAKFAST FOOD?
2 bowls and a glass of water lol

WHAT IS THE OLDEST ITEM IN YOUR HOUSE?
me :)

HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU HAVE?
less than 50

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO DRUNK YOU PUKED?
a few times

HAVE YOU EVER UNDERGONE SURGERY?
elective as well as non-elective

WHEN YOU STUB YOUR TOE OR BUMP YOUR HEAD, WHAT DO YOU USUALLY SAY?
fuck!

DO YOU ENJOY MAKING PEOPLE FEEL STUPID?
sometimes

WHO IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PERSON AT WORK/SCHOOL?
I like everyone at school, but I hate everyone at work with a few exceptions.

WHAT BRAND IS YOUR CELL PHONE?
samsung

HAVE YOU EVER CAUGHT ANYONE MASTURBATING?
so many times lol

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU PUKED?
probably when I ate too much

HOW OLD ARE YOU?
how old do I look ;)

WOULD YOU RATHER SKY DIVE OR BUNGEE JUMP?
sky dive

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ARRESTED?
no

HOW OFTEN DO YOU SHAVE?
2-3 days

DO YOU THINK THE MIDGET QUESTION (8.) WAS OVER THE LINE?
no

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BEER?
I like them all

ARE YOU RACIST?
no more than the avg person

DO YOU THINK FARTS ARE FUNNY?
sometimes

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF YOUR BODY?
hands

IF AN ENTIRE STATE IN AMERICA WERE TO VANISH, WHICH DO YOU THINK WOULD NOT LIKELY BE MISSED?
wy- it has the least people

HAVE YOU EVER FLUSHED A DECEASED PET DOWN THE TOILET?
yes, and a live one by accident

WHO ARE BETTER DRIVERS, MEN OR WOMEN?
men

ARE YOU SEXIST?
I dont know

WHAT DO YOU THINK THE DUMBEST SPORT IS?
hunting

DO YOU FORWARD CHAIN EMAILS THAT CLAIM TO BE GOOD/BAD LUCK?
i hate them so much. soooo much.

WHAT ARE YOU THINKING THIS VERY SECOND?
I have to go to a final in like 5 minutes

DO YOU SLOW DOWN AT CAR ACCIDENTS ATTEMPTING TO CATCH A GLIMPSE?
no, I try to get by asap

WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING OTHER THAN CHECKING YOUR MYSPACE?
too many things to list

HAVE YOU EVER HAD JURY DUTY?
a few times

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT "FUCK BUDDIES"?
everyone should do whatever they want
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best song ever [02 Dec 2005|02:35pm]
Artist :: Total Devastation
Song :: Many clouds of smoke



000 [CHORUS: repeat 4X]
001 I want to get blunted my brother
002 Roll up a fat one pass it around
003
004 [VERSE 1]
005 Here we go to the show with some fat endo
006 And though I never front it I always stay blunted
007 Many clouds many clouds running through my dome
008 As I float float float on
009 In a purple haze a pot head phase
010 Thinkin way back about the good ole days
011 When I smoked up chocolate tye and Colombian goat
012 The skunk with the funny thats got the big man pumped
013 Now I'm feelin kinda high and yet kind a key
014 Maybe cause I'm smokin on the cloud nine G
015 See I got the tasty ways and a cool buzz
016 First you smell what it is then you smell what it was
017 Cause we smoke fat blunts and we write dope rhymes
018 Play video games and read High Times
019 And Tim makes the beat tight
020 Hopin that the song might
021 Sell a million copies to the people smokin dank right
022 Mack daddy made you jump and Daddy mack kept it warm
023 But I didn't miss the buss to the marijuana farm
024 In the Humble County the northern part of Cali
025 But Hammer cant dance like my man grows plants
026 And a specter AP cause my homie Dan Solo
027 With a fat philly blunt on a Hog status logo
028 Good nigga got now boys got clout
029 Now its time to show the world what its all about:
030
031 See we smoke 2 joints before we smoke 2 joints
032 And then we smoke 2 more we be jammin
033 We smoke to joints before we smoke 2 joints
034 And then we smoke 2 more this is slammin
035 La de de da da de me love marijuana
036 Me know the plant like the sex knows Madonna
037 I feel laid back when I puff on the ganja
038 So legalize marijuana yalonda
039
040 [CHORUS]
041
042 [VERSE 2]
043 Man the shits kinda fat so its back to the track
044 And I'm feelin like a mack with a big dank sack
045 Bill Clinton told a story but it was a fairy tale
046 I only hit it once but I didn't inhale
047 Then his mind went blank in other outie
048 Puffin fat green bud direct from the Humble County
049 Many clouds of smoke is just a dedication
050 Talkin all night about hemp education
051 So put down the pipe and stop free basin
052 This could be the start of the healing of the nation
053 Cause I rip shit and twist it then I take a hit
054 And I smoke it to the head like it was a cigarette
055 When it comes to puffin blunts I'm a 12 year vet
056 And I wasn't 10 yet when I took my first hit
057 I was headed out the house for school one day
058 And guess what I found in my dads ashtray
059 It was about a half a blunt stuck in a roach clip
060 So I made like pops and put it up to my lip
061 Then flick went the bic and I'm off on a trip
062 And I was trippin (my mind keeps on slippin slippin)
063 I only hit it once and my head light
064 Then my eyes got red and they closed up tight
065 And I felt kinda weird but I felt all right
066 So I took another hit later on that night
067 Now there's only 3 things in life I need
068 Money, safe sex, and a whole lot of weed
069 Givin much props to my pops
070 And he gets much love too
071 Peace from the crew this buds for you
072 So I'm outie I'm ghost in other words gone
073 but the beat goes on
074
075 [CHORUS]
076
077 [VERSE 3]
078 As I flip the strip with a joint on my lip
079 And a cute honey dip with a grip on my dick
080 Got me singin like a singer swingin like a swinger
081 This is the DGF style so put up your middle finger
082 The cloud nine vibe blastin off like a rocket
083 With 10 fat joints on my inside pocket
084 Now every other brother givin props to me
085 Cause my vibe is alive in the industry
086 Cypress Hill's in the house and Black Crows on the team
087 And I put the fat back to rip up the green
088 Legalize hemp understand what I mean
089 It's the sooper dooper kid and the down ball lock
090 With the DGF style the boys got balls
091 And I smoke a fat spliff and lounge in my drawers
092 Its a pot hit anthem so go for yours
093 And like the Black Sheep says +The Choice is Yours+
094 I'm on a psychodelic trip and it ain't no joke
095 So take another hit many clouds of smoke
096
097 [CHORUS]
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[02 Dec 2005|01:02pm]
I'm happy. I really think I can get my shit together. :D
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[01 Dec 2005|12:52pm]
A look back at 2005
40 questions about 2005.

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
good always comes with bad

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
smoking weed with my little brother

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
flunking physics for the third time

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
?

5) Who were you with?
?

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
hopefully somewhere fun

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
?

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
no

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
live healthier

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
yes

11) If yes, with who?
my boyfriend

12) If yes, do they know?
I think so :)

14) You regret it?
no

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
no

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
only a few

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
Sierra

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
June or July

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
yes

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
I think I stayed in CA

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
no, thankfully

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I always miss everybody

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
walk the line? it's the only one I remeber seeing. I <3 Reese

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
Mysterious Times

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
Gigi D'agostino lol


26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
0?

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
-

28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
just a little bit

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
drugs?

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
1

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
probably

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
my little brother

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
probably

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
If they did, I don't remember it now

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
$20,000+ There's really no way of knowing

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
learning what it means to love someone

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
I don't get embarassed

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
I'd work harder in school

40) What are your plans for 2006?
getting my life back on track
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[17 Nov 2005|02:59pm]
AM...

[] short, under 5'0
[] 5'0 - 5'3
[] 5'4 - 5'6
[X] 5'5 -5'7"
[] 5'8" - 6'0
[] tall 6'2 and up

NATURALLY
[] blonde
[] redhead
[] brunette
[x] dark blonde/brownish
[] dark brown
[] black

[] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] gold/gray-eyed
[] silver/gray- eyed
[] blue/green-eyed
[] blue/grey-eyed
[] they change colors


[] glasses
[] contacts
[x] neither

[x] short hair
[} medium
[] long hair
[] mohawk

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[] khaki
[] pink
[] hot pink
[x] yellow
[x] black
[] green
[] lime green
[] sea foam green
[x] baby blue
[x] blue
[x] white
[x] turquoise
[] silver
[] purple
[] brown
[x] orange
[] grey
[x] maroon
[x] gold
[] clear
[] avocado
[] dont really care


Some things you've done?
[] ice skating
[x] hiking
[] kayaking
[x] rafting
[] water skiing
[] camping
[x] horseback riding
[] surfing and skim/wake boarding
[] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[] skateboarding
[] cheerleading
[] lacrosse
[x] street hockey
[x] gymnastics
[x] martial arts
[] bmx


Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[] shy
[x] funny
[] serious
[] laid back
[] dicky
[] strict
[] hyper
[x] weird
[] ditzy
[] sarcastic
[] slow
[x] adhd

you cant stand listening to?
[] country
[] christian
[] classical
[] techno
[x] oldies
[x] opera
[] reggaeton
[x] emo
[x] 80's
[] disco
[] Metal
[x] Hardcore
[] Rock
[] Rap / Hip-Hop
[] R & B

The pets you have had?

[x] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[] rat
[] ferret
[] bunny
[x]fish
[] duck
[] horse
[] bird
[] frog
[] hermit crab
[] prairie dog
[] none
[] turtle
[x] hamster- i killed a few
[] snake
[] gerbil
[x]guinea pig- killed some too :(
[] pig
[] goat
[] chinchilla
[] tarantula
[] geese
[] chicken

Clothing Brands you like?
[] Delia's
[] American Eagle
[] Hollister
[] The Buckle
[x] Abercrombie & Fitch
[] Wal-mart
[] Wet Seal
[] O'neil
[] PacSun
[] Aeropostale
[] Dickies
[] Quicksilver/Roxy
[] Anchor Blue
[] Guess
[] Lucky
[] Champs
[] Salvation army/goodwill
[x] if i like it i'll wear it
[] old navy
[x] only name brand
[] DIXIE OUTFITTERS

Shoe Brands?
[] Nike
[] Adidas
[] reebok
[] Etnies, es, emerica
[] Converse
[] K Swiss
[]Steve Madden
[] vans
[x] if i like something ill buy it no matter what brand
[] New Balance
[] LEI
[] Payless
[] steel toe boots
[] Puma

States I have been to.
[] Alabama
[] Alaska
[x] Arizona
[] Arkansas
[x] California
[x] Colorado
[] Connecticut
[x] Delaware
[x] Florida
[]Georgia
[] Hawaii
[x] Idaho
[x] Illinois
[x] Indiana
[] Iowa
[] Kansas
[] Kentucky
[] Louisiana
[] Maine
[x] Maryland
[x] Massachusetts
[] Michigan
[] Minnesota
[] Mississippi
[] Missouri
[x] Montana
[] Nebraska
[x] Nevada
[] New Hampshire
[x] New Jersey
[x] New Mexico
[x] New York
[] North Carolina
[x] North Dakota
[] Ohio
[] Oklahoma
[x] Oregon
[] Pennsylvania
[] Rhode Island
[] South Carolina
[x] South Dakota
[] Tennessee
[x] Texas
[] Utah
[] Vermont
[] Virginia
[x] Washington
[] Washington DC
[] West Virginia
[] Wisconsin
[] Wyoming

your confessions:
[x] im afraid of the quiet
[] I am really ticklish
[] I've collected comic books
[] I read the news
[x] I love Disney movies
[] I am a sucker for eyes
[] I don't kill bugs
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I cook well
[] I have worn pajamas to class
[x] I like Martha Stewart
[x] I LOVE someone
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[] Im self conscious
[x] I love to laugh
[x] I have been drunk
[x]I have tried a cigarette
[x] I swallow pills
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] Made out in an elevator
[] Been skydiving
[] Been bungee jumping
[] Bitten someone
[]dressed up like a girl
[] egged a house/car
[]Crashed into a car
[] Been fired
[] Been skinny dipping
[x]smoked weed

Have you ever...
[] stolen a sign
[] Danced in the rain
[x] Seen a shooting star
[] playin around proposed to anyone
[] Gotten stitches
[x] Eaten Sushi
[] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[] went on a cruise ship
[x] driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been on a Plane by yourself
[x] had surgery- plastic only
[] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[] been on stage
[]gotten a black eye
[] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[] watched an entire baseball game on tv

Do you like...
[] old movies
[] musicals
[] blasting music in your car
[x] foreign foods
[x] anime
[x] christmas time
[x] donuts
[x] animals
[] coffee drinks
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[16 Nov 2005|01:41pm]
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
left ring finger- washing a knife while doing dishes

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
a bulletin board, some pictures, beautiful things that friends made/gave me

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
way to ghetto

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
dance, hippy music like stevie knicks

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
4:41 a.m.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
a baby

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
when I had more energy

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
nothing, i'll give anything away

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
me

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes

11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
I'd do herion and shit

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?:
the dog with the hurt face on animal cops. I still cry about it

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
lacoste

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
mm cute hair?

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
in n out

16. DO YOU LIKE PORN?
not as much as Nick does ;)

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
West

18. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
I wish

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
my mom, who gave me the gift of life

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
no

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
helping them out

22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69

23. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
blondes, brunettes, AND redheads

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Ariel

25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
too many things

26. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
europe and asia

27. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
too many to list

28. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Walnut Creek

29. FIRST JOB?
W.C. public library

30.EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yes

31. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
going on the internet

32. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
collagen, lipo, facial reconstruction

33.WHY DID YOU FILL THIS SURVAY OUT?
it looked fun

34. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
clothes

35. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
smoke more weed?

36. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
hugs

37. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
10

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I almost got named Nathanial or Garadin, my mom couldnt decide. that doesn't answer the question, but whatev

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
everyday :)

40. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
middle

41. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
a few days ago

42. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no. it's erratic and ugly

43. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey

44. ANY BAD HABITS?
wasting time

45. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
I'm not embarassed about any of them

46. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yes

47. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
no

48. DO LOOKS MATTER?
being fat is ok if you have a pretty face. you don't have to have a pretty face if you have nice boobs, or a nice body.

49. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
smoking ganja

50. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
my office

51. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
if they aren't from socal, then yes

52. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
barbie

53. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
a lot, and I never use them

54. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
sometimes

55. EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
a few times

56. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
a concrete grasp of how the world works

57. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
baby

58. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
I always wear velcro lol

59. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
yes

60. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
oregon trail- chocolate, raspberry, and nuts

61. What is your shoe size?
7.5

62. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
red, yellow, black, white

63.HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
a lot, and they're all huge

64. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Bebe

65. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
it's ok if they don't

66. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW
nothing :(

67. Last thing u ate?
sesame seed dim sum

68. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Job

69. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes

71. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
ok

72. FAVORITE DRINK?
tea

73. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
tokyo ice tes

74.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
handballing

75. HAIR COLOR?
brown

76. EYE COLOR?
brown

77. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
not yet

78. SIBLINGS?
Christopher- 15

79. FAVORITE MONTH?
july

80. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
loves it

81. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
bad education

82. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
christmas

83. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
only if they're way cuter than me

84. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter

85.Kiss or hugs?
hugs

86. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
different for everyone

87. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
?

88. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?


89. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
none

99. WHERE DO YOU WORK?
at school

100. WHATS YOUR MAJOR?
ecology? I have to change it

101. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
aeon flux, then bad education

102. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
I'm still alive
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[11 Nov 2005|01:29pm]
My life hasn't been very good lately.

I don't know what to do with my personal life.

My bf got diagnosed with Crohn's disease.

I don't know what's going on with my parents.

Last night my scooter broke down, and I missed a chunk of Soli's party.

I don't think I'm going to go to school next semester. I need some time to think.

It's times like this that I wish I inherited my mom's positive attitude :(

[27 Oct 2005|02:31pm]
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
Darrin Goodness

2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
black jeans (H&M)

3. WHAT ARE YOU TO LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
silence :(

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
a cookie


5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
red

6. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO THE PHONE? Parisa

7. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
boobs

8. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS BEFORE YOU?
yes

9. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
pretty good

10. FAVORITE DRINK?
water

11. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
cape cod

13. HAIR COLOR?
dark brown

14. EYE COLOR?
dark brown

15. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no

16. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
one brother- 15


17. FAVORITE MONTH?

any month where I don't have a lot of shit to do

18. FAVORITE FOOD?
way to many to list

19. FAVORITE TYPE OF VEHICLE?
Honda SUV


20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
transgeneration (on demand) I guess it's a movie

21. FAVORITE MUSIC?

house, trance stuff like that

22. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
no

23. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer


24. HUGS OR KISSES?
hugs


25. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
I like having a boyfriend


26. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate

27. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO RESPOND TO THIS?
I don't really care

28. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I'm not sure

29. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
?

30. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
2 roomates in a house


31. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
nothing

32. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
princeton review ads


33. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
took a shower and went to bed

34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
yes

35. FAVORITE SMELL?
gucci envy

36. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?

it can't be put into words

37. BUTTERED, PLAIN, CARAMEL OR SALTED POPCORN?
all at once


38. FAVORITE CANDY?
ganja candy

39. FAVORITE FLOWER?
orchids

40. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
saturday

41. FAVORITE MOVIE?
the craft

42. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?

homework

43. WHAT SIDE OF THE BED DO YOU SLEEP ON?
I like to switch

44. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
honda elite

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU HAVE?
none

46. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
10

47. WHERE DO YOU WORK?
at school

48. WHERE IS YOUR DREAM JOB?
on the beach


49. HOW MANY FULL-TIME JOBS HAVE YOU HAD?
2

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY?
partying

51. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT?
I don't get embarassed

52. WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
taking a nap

53. ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN?
totally taken

54.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U CLEANED UR ROOM?
a few days ago


55. ARE YOU BI, GAY, OR STRAIGHT?
queer

56. WHAT DO YOU HATE THE MOST?
the way the world works

57. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND(S)?
dolly parton

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
forever young

59. WHO MEANS THE MOST TO YOU IN LIFE RIGHT NOW?
my mom

60. WOULD YOU DATE THE PERSON WHO ADDED THIS BEFORE YOU?
I don't know

61. DO YOU THINK PEOPLE CHANGE?
no

62. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND WHY?
my mom, because she's the one who really understands me

63.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST?
yoshitomo nara

64. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE THING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a baby

65. HOW MANY TATTOOS DO YOU HAVE?
1

66. DO YOU REGRET ANYTHING YOU'VE DONE IN 2005?
omg too much

67. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM?
the 49ers I guess

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY WITHIN THE LAST YEAR?
smoking a bowl with my little brother <3


69. WHAT WAS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
I can't remember

70. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU COULD STOP TIME?
get 100% on tests

71. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME?

kill certain hostorical figures before they had the chance to ruin the world

72. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST SECRET THAT NO ONE EVER THINKS WOULD BE PUT WITH YOUR HISTORY (LIKE A MISPRINT/ OR AWKWARD MOMENT)?
I used to swim naked in my neighbors pool

73. WHO DO YOU HATE WITH ALL YOUR HEART?
I love everybody

74. IF YOU WERE ABLE TO GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD TO LIVE?
new zealand

75. WHO DO YOU LIKE BETTER, WAYNE AND GARTH OR BILL AND TED?
Wayne & Garth

76. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
imortality


77. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS/WHERE?
ears

78. DO YOU LIKE JOHN BASEDOW?
should I?


79. ARE YOU A SEXY BEAST?
of course


80. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?

Kelly Osbourne
81. WHO WOULD YOU RATHER BE, PARIS HILTON OR CHRISTINA AGUILERA?
Kelly Osbourne


82. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?
I belive in something more than our reality


83. DO YOU GET PISSED OFF WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU THEY HAD A CRUSH ON YOU WHEN THEY ARE DATING SOMEONE ELSE?
nobody told me that before


84. WAS THIS QUESTIONAIRE WORTH IT?
it was fun


85. WHAT TIME OF DAY IS IT RIGHT NOW?
2:25 p.m.

86. IF YOU COULD DO ONE THING TO CHANGE THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE?
change everyone's mind

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CLASS/SUBJECT?
biology

88. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
cheerios

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
in n out
90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
white

91. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
upbeat

92. HOW DO OTHERS DESCRIBE YOU?
really hot

93. WHAT DO YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE?
fun

94. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT OF LIFE?
I guess that I'm still alive and have my health

95. DO YOU BELIEVE NICE PEOPLE FINISH LAST?
sometimes

96. CAN YOU HAVE A GAIN WITHOUT A LOSS?
yes

97. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT?
grapes

98. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT?
rice pudding

99. ARE YOU BORED?
a little

100. IF YOU COULD BE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
a recording star
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[18 Jun 2005|04:54pm]
danceparty1997: I just posted a bulletin for raving
danceparty1997: you should too
danceparty1997: on myspace
sotrashsochic: lol k
sotrashsochic: done
sotrashsochic: hahah
danceparty1997: did you read mine? I always try to make it short
sotrashsochic: yeh
sotrashsochic: haha
danceparty1997: hahahahahaha
danceparty1997: ours are so good
danceparty1997: ours are actually cool
sotrashsochic: lol yeh
sotrashsochic: people are gonna wonder
danceparty1997: omg our myspace bulletins are hella cool
sotrashsochic: wtf happened to parisa and darrin theyre ravers now???
danceparty1997: I know and were just like, whatever, Im raving
sotrashsochic: hahaha
danceparty1997: you dont have to be a part of it
danceparty1997: but it's here if you want to expand your mind
sotrashsochic: yeh you can be lame
sotrashsochic: thats your choice
sotrashsochic: yeh if wanna have real fun
danceparty1997: yeah you can go to lame partires and clubs that are terrible and all the same
sotrashsochic: we've got plur, and we'll share it with you
danceparty1997: and we dont leave until 5am
danceparty1997: hahah

sotrashsochic: yeh we party till the next morning
sotrashsochic: oh well
danceparty1997: I know we dont pass out at 2am
danceparty1997: well, we do but then the next roll comes on!
sotrashsochic: hahaha
sotrashsochic: yehhhh
sotrashsochic: we're just super fun
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[06 Jun 2005|01:40pm]
The music will never stop.
The heartbeat will never fade.
The party will never end.


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[03 Jun 2005|09:50am]
This morning I sat across from a woman who told me about "the fountain of youth deep undergroud at lake mead," and the secret elevator one must take to get there.

She's writing her 10 page master's thesis on all the stolen water from California. She thinks florida took it.

I really liked her. She was missing ALL her teeth except for the two front incisors. She has the most improtant ones :D

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Zeira bought me lunch today! I'll always cherish the time she hugged me and said that I'm a gift from God.
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[02 Jun 2005|12:34pm]
a black guy from the maintenance office just walked in with 2 of the longest NATURAL coke nails I have ever seen.

I love black people!

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[31 May 2005|12:26pm]
Soooo,

Im at work right now. Bummer! It sucks.

I always find myself sitting here contemplating how I got this far. Or not far, I should say, but how did my life bring me to the point I am right now?

I always imagined by this time I'd be famous, or not dealing with the things I have to deal with at least. I've been overly-emotional lately. I cry at comericals and songs again.

I am so worried about my little brother. He says he does acid and coke, and one side of me thinks he's full of shit, but the other totally belives him. I don't know what to do. I feel so bad for helping him to come to this point, and even worse for wasting so much time hating him.

I'm over drugs, I'm moving on to getting hyphy.
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[26 May 2005|11:53am]
last weekend I went to newport beach and L.A. sooo fun!
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[15 Mar 2005|04:20pm]
I got new chanel sunglasses. Omg I've been shopping so much. My cheeks feel better. I dont know if they look better though.

Right now I am in the longest relationship I have ever been in, I dont know why it's workign out like this. I don't know what's wrong with me because like I know that's it's good to be in love and have security but I think at the same time I am way fucked up, I am relaizing that I am way more fucked up that I previously thought, and I think all my notions of love and whatnot are totally off.
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[09 Mar 2005|04:00pm]
btw last weekend was crazy. It's weird getting into the swing of things after being out for so long.

My room isn't built yet, it makes everything hard, and I dont know where my clothes are.
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[26 Feb 2005|06:56pm]
I am really upset right now about a few things.

1. I have no time to move, and I have to be out by monday.

2. I don't have time for West.

3. I got dropped from a class, I don't know how or why, and I need it.

4. I need money.

5. I feel like nothing in my life is going how I expected or wanted it to.

6. I have to find a new job.

7. I have to do community service this weekend.
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[25 Feb 2005|02:09pm]
I JUST SAW HIGH HEELED UGGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

loves it! comes to my party!
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[22 Feb 2005|05:01pm]
I haven't seen Solitaire in days.

It's crazy to think how hardcore addicted some drug addicts are. hahahahahahaha

I need to clean my life up. No more fucking up. I don't have any excuses anymore.
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[15 Feb 2005|05:40pm]
YAY CA$H
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[10 Feb 2005|05:33pm]
SO

I woke up at like 10 today, got my dick sucked, tanned for 2 hours, and finished my morning with a few lines. WOW my life is like, SO GREAT.

I was thinking about it today, and I think that most likely I will end up alone, friendless, and hated by the general population. I am greedy, mean, shallow, unforgiving, and vindictive.
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[08 Feb 2005|01:06pm]
I really don't know why I spend so much time with meaningless domestic tasks. How many dishes do I have to wash until I'm rich?

I had plans to wake up early and tan but it's cloudy. I stayed in bed and slept off some drugs until 12:30, and watched the golden girls.

Tonight I am going to train for the superbowl!
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wow this is my live journal [03 Feb 2005|08:06pm]
tuesday we went to gothic night and the car HELLA spun out because we didn't want to hit the dogs on the freeway

today I couldnt wake up, and as soon as I did spent my time eating and shopping
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I just found this little thing I wrote about Arlene. Some people think she is crazy, but really she is moving backwards in time. I keep running in to her. She uses me for her pirate radio show, Ghost Radio. Have you heard about it before? She broadcasts my voice and my message on it. Some people might just think she's a crazy homeless lunatic, but I know the truth. Sometimes, she's more of a mom to me than my own ever was. AAANNNDDD she isn't lying about the stolen water, I learned all about it AIS 410 by Melissa Nelson, who told me the truth about the government and how they steal resources and then keep them under wraps.
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[03 Jun 2005|09:50am]
This morning I sat across from a woman who told me about "the fountain of youth deep underground at lake mead," and the secret elevator one must take to get there.

She's writing her 10 page master's thesis on all the stolen water from California. She thinks Florida took it.

I really liked her. She was missing ALL her teeth except for the two front incisors. She has the most important ones :D

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Zeira bought me lunch today! I'll always cherish the time she hugged me and said that I'm a gift from God.
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