early afternoon

the sun enters through the right side
warm, hot, maybe a little wet?
3 hums synchronize
highs, lows, and mediums
mediums through which energy passes
records on the floor and wall
turn tables up high can't fall
by the window I see the tree of life
like other hollywood types
I like the Kabbalah and even scientology
just kidding? I need the chronology
it's a nice day to be young/beautiful
I'm alone again, it's not bad
and I have to get used to it.
I got on the roof today and tanned
it was about time
my skin laps it up, and it feels good
I'll never get cancer
I don't have any wrinkles
like I said,
it's a great day to be young and beautiful
so close, and yet so far
why can't I seem to grow up?
I know I can, and I am
cause I've been a man this whole time
even though I pretend like I'm a boy
isn't that what everyone wants?
it's getting harder to know
but I'm here, and secure with my hums
sun, fish, and records on the floor
with the tree of life, reminding me
what to do and what's right
I can be happy with nothing
I really am a Buddhist
why do u think I like thai temple?
it's not for the atmosphere
just kidding