just so u know

At risk of sounding crazy (I am not) I'd like to tell everybody that
I'm psychic. It's been with me my entire life, sometimes it feels like
a curse instead of a gift. What do I mean when I say psychic?

ALSO, I want to know the reason why I can't seem to make it work
towards my advantage, giving me an edge over other people (but that's
beside the point). I really need to figure out a way to make this work
for me. Maybe I should just become a psychic vampire- by the way it's
real because it's been measured. Honestly, it's hard to put feelings
into words, but I do feel other people's thoughts and emotions. For
example, when I'm in a crowd of people, I often am surrounded by a
bunch of other humans. When I run into them (or they into me) I can
see everything that ever happened to them, and I can also see their
fate. Sometimes, I have everyone else's thoughts running through my
brain.

I see the future and it always happens the way I envision; however,
there have been times in my life (sometimes very long periods of time
such as a year) during which I can't "materialize" my visions, or they
leave and/or become very weak. I've observed that it just comes out of
me, and it's usually at an inconvenient time.

Also, I have seen ghosts, but only 2 times, and they were both in the
same place (the address of which was 45678 when rearranged). I wrote
about it on dgoodness.blogspot.com a long time ago. All I can say
about the presence(s) that I've seen is that they are dynamic- forever
shifting in and out of dimensions. I'm sad that not everybody can see
what I see. Maybe it's my Native American DNA? Perhaps my ancestors
from the past are coming through me, guiding me through my life's
path.

Maybe it's time to talk about time? Time is one of my favorite things.
Anyways, often when my still small voice tells me something, it comes
to pass just a few minutes later. When I say future I really mean to
say "immediate future;" however, I have had very intense and real
dreams about a dystopian post-apocalyptic world my entire life! As
I've gotten older, the dreams come more and more frequently, but there
always the same. I know the dreams are a sign for me to create a
utopia, instead of dystopia.

The first time I ever went to a psychic was when I was in high school
with my friend Lisa Modenbach, and it was through the Berkeley Psychic
Institute (http://berkeleypsychic.org). I was 17 years old, and when I
went a girl not much older than I was came up to me and read the fuck
out of me. She told me what had been both dreading and so desperately
needed to hear- that I was psychic and I'm very powerful at that. Over
time, I have gone to more Berkeley Psychic events, and they recognize
me. They know I'm real, and it makes me feel good.

People who know me intimately know the truth about me, and they know I'm not bullshitting. You don't have to take my word for it.