Sun in Scorpio

For a while I have been having really intense dreams and I often remember the next day! For an extended period of time they were almost exclusively nightmares, but I have had a few good dreams as well. In most of my nightmares I'm running from something- usually some sort of superhuman, omnipotent, deadly and nefarious force. My lungs are always burning and I'm always doing whatever it takes to escape- jumping over fences and walls to flee. I did have one very lucky dream where I was infinitely wealthy living in a mansion on Miami beach, I would lay out naked and tan all the time because my dick was as big as the hydrant- not the one provided for fire fighters thru public works but the sex toy. I would just keep meeting guys on the beach then take them back to my house and fuck them.

Often when the sun is in Scorpio I have an intense time going thru life. I face much opposition, but then also feel as though my power is building itself up. I was lucky enough to get the opportunity to work more; moreover it was in a job that pays $25 an hour, so by the end of the night I will be in a much more secure place than I've been in for essentially the past 3 years.

Last night we went to the club, and we basically saw a belligerently drunk person die on the street- whole pints of blood were pouring out of the head and running down the sidewalk on a slight incline- life and death are so closely linked sometimes they seem analogous... at the end of the night the ambulance came through and washed all the blood off with the special bio hazard white powder.

I also found an iPhone that night and someone else's coat check. I was scrupulous and returned the coat check tag to the coat check- I held onto the phone cause I found it at an ATM and in the hopes of reaching it, I tried to pick it up when calls came through to it in the hopes of telling whoever picks up to alert that person that I have his or her phone, but when I tried to answer it nothing came thru. I also found a Last night, when we got back to my friend's house above Lime on Market street, we were locked out! Luckily for us, Greg the owner of Lime and Trigger was out so he really saved us that night! I had naively tried to climb up on some garbage bins before. Highs and lows...