plans

Usually I feel like I'm fighting against time. I constantly feel like I'm trying to escape the inevitability of mortality. However, as I go through my 20's, I realize that if I don't die early in life from disease, accident, etc. then I'll have a considerable amount of time to pursue things that interest me.

Spiritually- I really want to learn as much about Buddhism as I can. Obviously, I have not been making a huge effort. I want to study in central asia for a time. I really want to learn more about meditation. I'd like to become an experienced lucid dreamer.

Professionally- Although I have the intention of becoming a nurse, it's not my real dream. I really want to get a masters and maybe a doctorate. I want to get into Marine Biology research. I love ecology and it's going to change so much over te next 30 years. Also, later in life I'd like to teach. I think I would be a fun old eccentric professor.

Personally- I want to keep trying to take as good of care of myself as I can. I don't see why I can't be older and still enjoy my life.