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I love it when people look like they're on drugs! I realized a long time ago that there are 2 kinds of people in this world, those who do drugs and start to look gross hell of quickly, then those who can do drugs and still look ok; it's the latter who seem to get through life with a lot less shit. Some people just are lucky I guess.

The thing about people who "look like they're on drugs," is that they make you look bad, just by association. It's unfortunate that aesthetics really do matter so much in life, but it's scientifically proven. It's evolutionarily advantageous. It raises someone's chance to we more wealthy, and to have an easier life.

In our deepest bioogical insticts, it's out deep subconcious signaling to our concious, "this one is to be avoided, this organism is not healthy!" I feel bad for those who suffer this reality- looking at people on the bus, I'm reminded, and overall, a little disgusted by the fact of how "real" real people look.

But I don't have problems like that, and I am grateful. Looking in the mirror last night, I all of a sudden re-realized, omg, I look amazing! I look so good! It's a really good feeling. I'm holding up really great, probably because of the fact that I don't do drugs, drink alcohol, or smoke. I'm sure to get enough sleep every night. Stay active, works out.
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And in tv news, Mtv and Vh1 are still showing reality tv shows exclusively. Overall, most of tv is reality tv, and thank god! Reality tv is one of the only things to look forward to at this point. It's so post modern, and it really is real life. Everything is a spin off of a spin off of a spin off etc etc. It's how life is, how everything gets recycled, even galaxies spin down a drain like a toilet bowl. In some ways, people are more real, because they are more likely to be less inhibited, in face of the camera. It can bring a huge, fast, and dramatic rush of self esteem. Exposure and fame are the most potent drugs known to man.

Also, there's nothing to watch on tv at all! It sucks. Basically, the only thing to watch right now is the upcoming Real Chance of Love, Scream Queens, and Rock Of Love Charm School. I hope New York comes back on tv soon. I missed Kath and Kim this week, I wish I didn't. I hate network tv, and I never watch because they don't give you a chance to catch something you missed. Kath and Kim is the only scripted show I've watched in a long time. I hear Any Sedaris is coming back to tv, so I'll be watching her the first chance I get, best believe. I still watch Dee Dee TV, it's always so fun! I've made so many people watch it. and they all love it. I have been venturing over to Mtv for Paris Hilton: My New BFF. The new Celebrity Rehab looks watchable. I'm glad Kimora: Life in the Fab Lane is back! I need to watch it more.

Tv Shows that ended: Project Runway, I love Money, I Love New York, The Cho Show, The Rachel Zoe Project