wetness infinity

When I first started to feel it me and Fluff sat down on the floor to smoke a joint. "Damn, this joint is just hitting me SOO good right now" my friend kept exclaiming- priceless. I had SO MUCH FUN with Fluff, she's the funnest girl ever.

It was one of the rare times where I lost all consciousness of my body. I was everyone, and everything. All the pain, all the joy, all the love and all the hate. It all exists in me. We're all only one person, sometimes it's hard to deal with.

I got overwhelming sensations of wetness and infinity. I kept touching my face. It was so wet. If anything stressed me out, it was being so thirsty. I thought I was dead- but alive at the same time. It's hard to explain. I thought about nature a lot.

At some point in the night, Dinaz met up with me. She kept calling me asking me something, but I couldn't help but laugh at her and ask her a million times what the fuck she wanted. I remembered being SUPER annoyed with her. She needed money to get into the club but I only really understood that much after having to talk to her on the phone for what seemed like hours. All I kept hearing was "right now, debit card, apartment, right now, tomorrow, right now, debit card, borrow, can I borrow some cash from you right now, debit card left at your apartment, pay you back tomorrow? Debit card, borrow, tomorrow?" It was hilarious to me, and I asked her so many times what she wanted. "Borrow debit card tomorrow, borrow now" and I kept going on and on with her discussing what the fuck she wanted. Finally she revealed she WASN'T EVEN IN THE CLUB and I got way more annoyed with her. When she got there, I had to look SUPER HARD to find her, because I was tripping really hard and I couldn't see anything. I got so SWEPT UP in all the other people's energies- it was so intense. I went downstairs in a basement by accident and I'm sure I wandered though the club a handful of times.

Dinaz asked me about 25 times where the address was, even though I told her it was on south van ness and 18th in a text message before I even left the house. I'm never tripping again with my phone, it was so annoying having to constantly monitor it. Again, I had NO clue what she wanted and she kept being really lecherous, and it was really getting on my nerves. I finally met her outside and tried to give her all the money I had, but she only took $5. I went back in the party, and Dinaz started calling me AGAIN asking to borrow cash, that her debit card was in my apartment, and she'll pay me tomorrow (turns out she lost her debit card for the umpteenth time and didn't pay me back- not that it matters but it's still funny). I had to find her AGAIN (it was hard) and throw cash at her. She got to the club looking pretty tore up- I asked her if she did drugs that night and she said no, at the time I was convinced that she was lying, but I now think she was telling the truth. I saw her freakishly grabbing assorted B.A.R.T. cards and other white pieces of paper for I don't know what the fuck was- her whole body and face looked sinewy and green and was SHAKING SO MUCH. I think she was on the stairs desperately searching for cash.

I can't fucking believe the door guy made her pay she was standing there for about 15 minutes freaking out. She stumbled into the party bumping into everyone and recoiled in a corner, completely surrounded by a dense group of people. She was making really weird faces and fell to the ground- her troubles were further compounded by the fat bag of shit she was carrying with her at the time- a hodge podge of clothes and who knows what in a huge green bag. I tried to tell her it was OK, that I had what she needed, but she said "I don't know if I have what you need." She fell later on again, I hope she had fun. god knows I luv u girl- but seriously.