An open letter to the U.S. Government.

Dear U.S. "Government"

I know that you're following me and recording my life. I know about
the files, even though there's no point in keeping them. I know about
the phone calls- and let me say there really is no point in
continually harassing me. I accept my fate, and I will not just
disappear. There really is no point in trying to stop me, because
goodness inevitably always triumphs over evil. I know about the people
following me, and I know what you're thinking and planning- I bet you
didn't know that I know! It's no use trying to pull the wool over my
eyes.

Everybody knows who and what you are, and what you're really all
about. We know that the governement is a facist dictatorship that
serves no purpose. Everybody knows the government is a joke; however,
not everyone is willing to tell the truth, but you above all entities
should understand the importance of lying. I know that you know about
my I.Q. and what happened to it (and what will happen to me over
time). In the end, I have the power, because I'm the one with an I.Q.
that's beyond measurable genius.

I would like to say fuck you. You destroyed my people, perpetuated
racism, sexism, and homophbia while all the slaveowners were jerking
each other off behing closed doors. Interestingly enough, you have and
continue to place slave owners on our currency, as a testament to the
reality of the hatred omnipresent in the government. You took from
Native Peoples for too long, and we're not dead. Their DNA is inside
me, and my ancestors speak through me. I am the avatar sent here to
destroy evil, which means destroying you. I will never be quiet about
the reality- that the governement only serves to destroy people.

Love,
Darrin Goodness
02/02/2008

colorquiz.com

I'm going to keep doing this, and see how it changes. I've done it 3 times so far, the first time I actually recopied it into my paper diary, because it was so real.
--------------------------

Your Existing Situation
Uneasy and insecure in the existing situation. Needs greater security and a more affectionate environment, or a situation imposing less physical strain.


Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that it is imperative that he should find the responsive and understanding relationship he is seeking; he therefore follows up any opportunity which presents itself. However, he maintains his attitude of critical appraisal and refuses to be swept off his feet unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore keeps a strict and watchful control on his emotional relationships as he must know exactly where he stands. Demands complete sincerity as a protection against his own tendency to be too trusting.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for him to form a stable emotional attachment.

Becomes distressed when his needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that he has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.


Your Desired Objective
Needs recognition. Ambitious, wants to impress and be looked up to, to be both popular and admired. Seeks to bridge the gap which he feels separates him from others.


Your Actual Problem
Afraid that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants and therefore demands that others should recognize his right to them.


Your Actual Problem #2
Works to strengthen his position and bolster his self-esteem by examining his own accomplishments (and those of others) with critical appraisal and scientific discrimination. Insists on having things clear-cut and unequivocal.

Moment of Truth

I can't wait to watch Moment of Truth on FOX this Wednesday. Moment of Truth is truly genius. Obviously, it's another step in the right direction for television programming. I have a feeling it's going to stir up so much controversy. Eventually, I'm sure we'll see way more intense things on reality tv, I can't wait! :D



edit:

I watched the first episode, and it wasn't nearly as good as I thought it would be. I'll give it another chance, maybe it will pick up over the course of the season. All they established in the first episode- men who play sports professionally look at each others penises. I wonder if they touch them...

numbers

Lately 9, 8, and 1 have been my favorite numbers. I still have a thing for 3. And 2! How can I say no 2 you?

The title of my latest sculpture (made out of found objects):

9-1-1-1 done 9/2007

In the past, I've had doubts to the base 10 number system. It's a problem I have, I question anything and everything. Ultimately, I gave up questioning it, because it has been around for so long, in so many places that I have to think it's true. The decimal (base ten or occasionally denary) numeral system has ten as its base. It is the most widely used numeral system, perhaps because humans have four fingers and a thumb on each hand, giving a total of ten digits over both hands. I wonder what my experience would be like with another value?

:D

<3 Buddha

...even though we're not supposed to create likenesses of him :D

MUCH RESPECT

http://richarddawkins.net/godDelusion

I'm all about this. This is one of the few things that really matters.

A preeminent scientist – and the world's most prominent atheist – asserts the irrationality of belief in God and the grievous harm religion has inflicted on society, from the Crusades to 9/11.

ColorQuiz.com

Your Existing Situation
Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse.

Your Stress Sources
Has lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties, which appear to him as deliberate opposition. Stands his ground, but is subjected to intolerable pressure. Needs cooperation and emotional fulfillment and feels that, in their absence, there is nothing he can do to improve the current situation. Wants to 'get away from it all' quickly.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Insists that his goals and realistic and sticks obstinately to them, even though circumstances are forcing him to compromise. Very exacting in the standards he applies to his choice of a partner.

Becomes distressed when his needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that he has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Your Desired Objective
Desires protection against anything which might exhaust or tire him. Seeks a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.

Your Actual Problem
Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced tension and stress. His attempt to escape from these consists of creating at least an outward semblance of peace by refusing to allow himself to be involved.

Your Actual Problem #2
Failure to establish himself in a manner consonant with his own high opinion of his worth, combined with the continued effort to prove himself with inadequate resources, have resulted in considerable stress. Tries to escape from these excessive demands on his meager reserves by adopting a defensive attitude in which he refuses to be committed, or to be involved in further unpleasantness.