2008 Olympics

The opening ceremonies of the Olympics are tonight, it sucks how there's been hella controversies (and I'm sure there will be more). It starts on 8/8/08. 8 is also my life past number. It's also infinity on its side.

le pouvior

Usually, I think the world is closing in on me, and I'm the only
person who knows whats real. I also know that I'm psychic, only how
powerful I can't tell. I really liked what Pepa said about being
psychic on The Surreal Life, she summed it up pretty well. It is
creepy to acknowledge that aspect of one's self, often this power is a
burden more than a blessing. I'm starting to see more and more signs,
and it scares me. As much as I love to pretend I'm invincible, my fate
scares me.

8- "you entered this plane armed to lead, direct, organize and
govern...if you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous
potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also
possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to
completion..." p.s. Goodness = 8 letters

In addition to that, in Western Astrology I was born on the Cusp Of
Power, which "can" make me into a "dreamer" and a "doer" but "not in a
hurry" to see results. On top of that, I'm an Aries, and my Tarot Card
is The Emperor.

In Chinese Astrology I'm a Rat, who leave no mystery to their obvious
plans for power, wealth, influence, and prestige.

I find it strange that there's no feeling I hate more than
powerlessness and failure. It makes me want to cut myself. Maybe all
this crazy shit is real? It's getting harder and harder to know.

numbers

Lately 9, 8, and 1 have been my favorite numbers. I still have a thing for 3. And 2! How can I say no 2 you?

The title of my latest sculpture (made out of found objects):

9-1-1-1 done 9/2007

In the past, I've had doubts to the base 10 number system. It's a problem I have, I question anything and everything. Ultimately, I gave up questioning it, because it has been around for so long, in so many places that I have to think it's true. The decimal (base ten or occasionally denary) numeral system has ten as its base. It is the most widely used numeral system, perhaps because humans have four fingers and a thumb on each hand, giving a total of ten digits over both hands. I wonder what my experience would be like with another value?

:D

8 is great

from http://www.astrology-numerology.com/numerology.html

4/18/1984 = my bday

I have more signs in Scorpio than any other sign, the 8th house, infinity on its side. I also live in 7+1+0=8, cute little addition.

8 (8, 17/8, 26/8, 35/8)

The Life Path 8 suggests that you entered this plane armed to lead, direct, organize and govern. You are very ambitious and goal-oriented. You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself. If you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion. In short, you were born to be an executive.

You know how to manage yourself and your environment. Your ability to judge the character and potential of the people around you is an asset used to your advantage. A large part of your success in life comes from how hard you work. This Life Path is the most prone to producing workaholics. But your ability to spot good people and engage them in your endeavors is a special trait not to be overlooked. There is an inspirational quality in your makeup which allows you to become a great leader. You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.

With the Life Path of the number 8 you are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world. The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people. Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation.

This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status as an ultimate measure of success. You want to be recognized for your hard work and achievements. The attainment of honors and acceptance into the club of executive leadership is all important. For this, you may find yourself very well suited to compete in the business world or in the political arena.

In relationships, you are frank, honest, and steadfast. You may be very much in love, but watch that you are not too busy and preoccupied to show it. Being the lavish provider is not always an adequate substitute for showing your devotion and affection in more personal ways. You have a great need for close personal relationships to mitigate and somehow soften your nature. You must find the time for love and keep it as an important project in your life.

The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind. Dedication to success can become an obsession. Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness. All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.