D-Na$$ty in US Weekly

Party girl Dinaz Kardooni was filmed blitzed out of her skull and struggling to talk after hitting crack fumes from a glass pipe. The tragic multimedia celebrity icon took hit after hit of the deadly drug after a 19-minute binge in which she snorted powdered xtc and blow. Darrin Goodness adds, “D-Na$$ty is looking ill and dirty, and is so thin you wonder how much more she can take. She needs help.” Her personal assitant cautions her to only take 1 booty bump (because the shit is from a concentrated sceme) but Dinaz disregards the warning and hungrily snorts a clump. Her new bottle blond hair looks fucked up. She loiters in public parks search of the next fix, all the while too oblivious on booze and drugs to do anything but fuck. She always has a glass pipe with rocks of crack, and she'll do anything to get high.

cyclical tryptich, equanimic mimic

white computer lights up my face
typing words, ideas replaced
tap tap, delete, copy and paste
I'll send my message, do you want a taste?
here it is, feel free to displace
music is life, I'm addicted to bass
traveling through time and outer space
my space ship is the only place
to go light speed do you want to race?
inhibit, engage, no time to waste
outside the stars, so clean and bright
post intergalactic, preeminent flight
with all my brain. with all my might.
wishes upon my star tonight
my hopes, my dreams I face in fright
my thoughts penetrate the beams of light
breathe, I'm nervous, I'll be alright
we all I know I'm type A and uptight!
alone in the universe, but my truths are right
earth's technoholocaust far in the past
my digital life, it's here it moving fast
time for my daily technoshamaism class!
my technojuju measures "beyond vast"
techno music I always blast
my techno lifestyle is my mask
digital minds, perhaps unsurpassed
reality blurs, my dreams contrast
forget the dead hand of the past
the time is now and it's a blast

Scars: A Gay Native American's Journey From Self Hatred to Self Love- INTRODUCTION

Scar
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Scars are areas of fibrous tissue that replace normal skin (or other tissue) after injury. A scar results from the biologic process of wound repair in the skin and other tissues of the body. Thus, scarring is a natural part of the healing process. With the exception of very minor lesions, every wound (e.g. after accident, disease, or surgery) results in some degree of scarring.

Scar tissue is not identical to the tissue which it replaces and is usually of inferior functional quality. For example, scars in the skin are less resistant to ultraviolet radiation, and sweat glands and hair follicles do not grow back within scar tissue. A myocardial infarction, commonly known as a heart attack, causes scar formation in the heart muscle which leads to loss of muscular power and possibly heart failure. However, there are some tissues (e.g. bone) which can heal without any structural or functional deterioration, and in fact bone tissue may be structurally stronger after a break.

The word scar was derived from the Greek word eschara, meaning place of fire (fireplace).

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Some scars are self-inflicted, others left behind from accident, negligence, or misfortune. Some are emotional, some mental, some spiritual. Some are so small they're clandestine, some are so large they could never be ignored- everybody knows what happened. Weaker scars fade, some stay forever as a reminder of the past; ultimately, they are a symbol of strength. For years I hid from the truth, choosing silence, pain, and self-hatred. In the end, the truth won, as it always does.

We make our own choices, and every choice has a price. This is a true story about the darker side of life, but it is also a story of goodness and triumph.

It seems like the beginning would be a good place to start...

music

i love music. everything is music. Music is the answer. Music is the answer (to your problem). Music is life. Go where the music takes you! The Universe is made of music!

truth

we are all made of stars-
Moby

l.o.v.e.

it's what everybody wants. i love you! do u love me. all u need is love. it is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. it's really just random chemical reactions taking place in our primitive human brains. Molecules of Emotion! I'm on an emotional roller coaster. Love means never having to say you're sorry. most of what society and pop music tells us about love it ridiculous. love is real, I am made of love. I've got so much love for you. Do you have love for New York? New York is in the motherfucking house. all u need is love. love is passion, intimacy, and decision. love yourself. Love is for everyone. Love your love. Don't let your love leave. Love the earth. The earth is made of love. i'm a sell out for love. love was never supposed to have money attached. el oh vee ee. <333 love is real. Love doesn't exist, it's just a figment of your imagination. I love the way I look! I look good. love is a good thing, if you want it. love won't fix all your problems. Love is the only thing that matters, and love will fix everything that's ever gone wrong in your life. love isn't for me, I don't deserve it. I love my new face! I love my new car! and I love you, love! I'm totally addicted to love.

fashion icons:

I will always love: Jeremy Scott, Alexander McQueen, and Hussein Chalayan. They're all mind blowing, I've loved all of them since 2000. As far as ready to wear: I'm all about Diesel and Energie. I'm a simple guy.

cool

I'm all about these, I think they're cool!

c 2004

In Apologia, the methods of developing a hypothesis must be physical and measurable; these methods are related to the study of “geometry” and “logic.” Kepler discusses a concrete and measurable scientific method in the lives of philosophers, centering on a hypothesis and its related use for “observing celestial motions.” As a result, Kepler has a modern view of science, as well as scientific method and the pursuit of knowledge and truth. By relying on numbers, measurements, observations, and a hypothesis as the means of discovering truth, Kepler makes his view of science and astronomy shy away from previous methods of acquiring knowledge and focuses on a more modern viewpoint. By switching to a more mathematical view of truth, Kepler discusses a view that is vastly different from previous constructions of reality and the nature of knowledge through science and experimentation. Heidegger focuses more on Ancient Greek philosophers, as well as the deeper meanings of existence, which in turn shapes his world view and conception of science and scientific method. Calling less on numbers and concrete observations of the world, Heidegger’s view of science instead centers on what science is, rather than how to apply it. By having an existentialist nature, Heidegger dissects the representations of scientific achievements, instead of how “scientists” achieve knowledge. In many ways, Kepler has a more “scientific” view of the scientific method, while still calling on influence from philosophers, whereas Heidegger has a view more based on humanities. By focusing more on the human side of science, Heidegger has a view of science that is set away from the modern cultural paradigm, and in spite of his view’s relation to philosophy, Heidegger’s world view of knowledge is more human in sense, not relying on numbers, math, and calculations.

fractal

infinity

∞∞∞

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balance = ∞

copyright 2002

little schemes

Goals

PHD by 2014

Space exploration

cure HIV

inhibit apoptosis

nitrogen cycles- deep space travel

write several books

imagination

Imagination is more important than knowledge- knowledge is limited, imagination encircles the universe.

old pic

from my website

c D-Na$$ty

homage to D-Na$ty
Current mood: grateful

I met D-Na$$ty in 2002 when I lived in the dorms, and she's stuck with me over time. Out of all the people I've ever met, she's had a lasting affect on my life. She always has a positive attitide, and she's such a sweet girl! She's always down for anything fun, and she's never one to bring the drama. Although she can be reserved at times, she always has so many good ideas and interesting viewpoints on a very wide variety of subjects. In addition to being a desinger, she also knows a lot about science and technology, and it seems to me like she's always got something up her sleeve, which I appreciate. I love people who keep my interest. Basically, I'm thankful for having her as a friend. 2008 is your year, D$KNY. It's weird for me to think that I FORCED Dinaz into myspace all those years ago, and I even went on her profile and updated it for her in the early days. lol, it's like I'm always getting her into something<333








To all earthlinks present, I extend a colloquial "greetings" from the cavernous depths of 2D graphical representation. My name is Binex.
I emerged from the abyss when the rising hexagram of the I Ching coincided with the Binary system and was scanned in sequence in a barcode. Now I am confined to this digital purgatory territory until "exhaustion", the next hexagram in the cycle, is scanned in sequence, at which time I will harken back to the abyss.
Oh, wait I have e-mail. Excuse me, I need to take this. No seriously I have no choice. (distorted) Dear monetarily valued internet space time share holder. Our Tracking records database shows that your UPC codes have qualified you for this complementary pair of virtual 3D glasses.
Well I guess I should try them on since they're free and all. Maybe I could regift or something... wait a nanosecond, whats going onnnnnn....
"metaphysical aura orifice"
Wow, they really do virtually work. I guess, anyway. This is kind of a bummer, real life isn't all it's cracked out to be. I'm all puffy, not to mention way less attractive, and I won't get back to the abyss if I'm not there when the big scan is to take place. It seems the only way out is to be rendered as an internet persona by a depressive alcoholic narcissist. But where would I find such a tool? Maybe on Myspace...

matrix 3

weird things I noticed:

Neo = one
"2 ships, 2 different directions"
Trinity

Choice/Good/Equation/Truth/Love/Peace- obvious juxtapositions of terms sending message?
new dichotomy of machine assimilating man
Oracle = software?
Digital Consciousness
"Singularity gone wrong"
Zion(ism)?


I just think the matrix is interesting (and perhaps deep), that's all I'm saying. One of the brothers is a tranny now! The first movie they made was BOUND, one of my favorite movies of all time.

Human/Animal Hybrids

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/6978384.stm#graphic

It makes me sad that people who don't understand this will say it's "wrong."

I want to be half pinniped!

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I must suck! All I can cum up w/ is this shit LOL